prettier now 
by Pillowinde



opener off Jets to Brunswick album
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C
I open up with
I'm scared of everything and I feel like I'm going nowhere
Then you tell me that I'm young and things will sort themselves out
But I'm scared that nothing will change
because I know I've heard it all before and I've been through all the motions
So I walk out of the room and pace for a bit
I think of everything that led me here
Going back to Halloween a few years ago
I was a totally different person, oh but not really
Just dormantly wasting away my best years
Not doing what I wanted at all
Had to go to the bottom somewhere in Hoboken
After a night of convincing myself I was the devil
Chained up in a malfunctioning brain
You know I pushed myself down in the mud
To figure out that 
  F
I already am
What I already was
I already am what I already was

C G B C

C
You're just scared of accepting the truth
And you don't know where to begin, so you're puking it all
            G
You'll read up on anything about yourself
                          B          C
Instead of looking in the mirror and seeing the wall
C
You'd rather diagnosis yourself away from living
Until you hit your breaking point you know that
          G
you gotta fake it all
Until you get there yourself, 
            B                 C
you need to trick yourself by closing yours eyes just like
F
How Ill tell myself that I'm prettier now
How Ill tell myself that I'm prettier now
C
One night I stayed up with Mabel talking about just about anything at all
        G
But sometimes I get carried away at 5am
     B             C
I forget how to control myself
When I told her about the lack of free will
I heard it from Ziszek, quite the silly man
       G
But the sniffly sniffly man just knows its all gonna go
     B           C
In a circle, and nothing changes
F
So I'll tell myself that I'm prettier now
So I'll tell myself that I'm prettier now
So I'll tell myself that I'm prettier now
So I'll tell myself that I'm prettier now
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